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LOVE OF MY LIFE. THE DRAMA!!! how do i forget the unforgettable?

How do i forget the unforgettable?
It has been a while, should i be okay?
Stop! Stop! I have screamed to my heart and mind.
I promise i have tried.. i really have but...
How do i let go of the synchronization of our hearts?
The deep dance of our souls,
A love so deep it could not be defined,
"why is it so hard for you? "Why can't you just move on?" They ask.
How do i make them understand when i myself can't?

How do i make my heart heal and move on from the death of what we had?
Why should i now say that it was what was?
How do i speak of us as a past?
The perfection of our love is gone,
Torn away by life and distance,
Do you still think of me? Us?
Will we ever get it back?
Do you still think of me at the exact time i think of you?
Do you remember every moment we shared?
I'm i still important to you?
Does your heart now belong to someone else?

My mind is racing and my heart is breaking.
How do i make it all go away?  how do i not cry?
It's like being dead walking, creating an illusion from a memory,
How do i make myself completely happy again?
how do i forget the unforgettable?


UNANSWERED QUESTIONS series by Ms. Carol
 #unansweredquestions #thoughtswrittendown #deepitfirst

other reads
https://theehangoutbuddy.blogspot.com/2020/05/lock-down-feels-how-are-you-feeling-is.html
https://theehangoutbuddy.blogspot.com/2020/05/dear-woman-of-my-time.html
https://theehangoutbuddy.blogspot.com/2020/05/still-i-stand.html
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